Bakit nga ba mahal kita January 25, 2007
Kapag ako ay nagmahal
Isa lamang at wala nang iba pa
Iaalay buong buhay
Lumigaya ka lang, lahat ay gagawin
Tumingin ka man sa iba
Magwawalang-kibo na lang itong puso ko
Walang sumbat na maririnig
Patak ng luha ko ang iniwang saksi
Bakit nga ba mahal kita
Kahit ‘di pinapansin ang damdamin ko
‘Di mo man ako mahal, ito pa rin ako
Nagmamahal nang tapat sa ‘yo
Bakit nga ba mahal kita
Kahit na may mahal ka mang iba
Ba’t baliw na baliw ako sa ‘yo
Hanggang kailan ako magtitiis
O, bakit nga ba mahal kita
Ano man ang sabihin nila
Pagtingin ko sa ‘yo’y ‘di kailan man magmamaliw
Buong buhay paglilingkuran kita
‘Di naghahangad ng ano mang kapalit
O, bakit nga ba mahal kita
Happy New Year January 8, 2007
Update:
As of this writing I have already filed my resignation. February 28th is my actual last day.
I have projected April 30th 2007 as the imminent final day for me to work for this company I have worked for and loved for the past 3 years. I plan to move out this country this year.
I have great memories and some bad ones. But through these all I have learned a great deal. I have made lots of friends. I even fell for someone here.
Two years ago, I blogged that I will be leaving this country. The year I have projected is this year. I told myself that this is an all or nothing effort. If don’t leave this year then I’ll never will.
This year I’ll be 27. Just three years shy before I’m officially in the running to be forever single. I have accepted that I might have to face that fate. So no more expecations for me of any prospects of a relationship.
Cheers to a bright future ahead!
You’ve Got A Friend December 26, 2006
Uhm a new found friend of mine is quite in trouble. I don’t know how I can help him. I wish I can make this person feel better.
Anyway, this song should relay a message to him. Hey buddy you’re not alone.
A Christmas Greeting from an Old Flame December 26, 2006
Okay I went online today to check my g4m inbox and what a pleasant suprise. An old flame who I used to adore and love so much sent me a message. Let’s name him Smoochy. Anyways I was surprised to see him in my inbox and even more suprised to catch him online.
Actually Smoochy here is the only guy that can ever compete with SYS. Unfortunately we’re separated by a vast ocean while SYS is just a few towns away.
Smoochy has always been sweet. I kinda miss this guy. He’s very caring. He has the looks and body to die for. Too bad distance has to be an obstacle. If it weren’t I’d be in cloud 9 right now.
Anyways Merry Christmas Smoochy… I wish I can do something about it but I can’t and you know that…
Below’s a photo of his message. I manage to catch him online and talk to him a bit longer. What we talked about is off limits but it was all fun and uhm naughty tehehe!
Oh Holy Night December 25, 2006
Watched the These Are Special Times DVD last night. Spectacular. Here’s Celine’s Version of this immortal song.
Relieved December 22, 2006
Talked to him this lunch. He’s in good speaking mood 
. I can’t help but to be ecstatic. Anyways I’m releaved the uneasy part is over. I’m happy with the status quo.
I wish he’d care more about me though. I’ll just take whatever is there right now.
This is getting dizzier by the day.
Word Verification Annoyances November 25, 2005
I know we need word verfication for comment spamming bots. But why the hell do I need to put in the goddamn word code when I’m logged in and writing a comment on my own blog? It doesn’t make sense Blogger – no it doesn’t.
Current Mood: Annoyed
