Tumingin ka man sa iba
Magwawalang-kibo na lang itong puso ko
Walang sumbat na maririnig
Patak ng luha ko ang iniwang saksi

Bakit nga ba mahal kita
Kahit ‘di pinapansin ang damdamin ko
‘Di mo man ako mahal, ito pa rin ako
Nagmamahal nang tapat sa ‘yo

Bakit nga ba mahal kita
Kahit na may mahal ka mang iba
Ba’t baliw na baliw ako sa ‘yo
Hanggang kailan ako magtitiis
O, bakit nga ba mahal kita

Ano man ang sabihin nila
Pagtingin ko sa ‘yo’y ‘di kailan man magmamaliw
Buong buhay paglilingkuran kita
‘Di naghahangad ng ano mang kapalit

O, bakit nga ba mahal kita

Update:
As of this writing I have already filed my resignation. February 28th is my actual last day.

I have projected April 30th 2007 as the imminent final day for me to work for this company I have worked for and loved for the past 3 years. I plan to move out this country this year.

I have great memories and some bad ones. But through these all I have learned a great deal. I have made lots of friends. I even fell for someone here.

Two years ago, I blogged that I will be leaving this country. The year I have projected is this year. I told myself that this is an all or nothing effort. If don’t leave this year then I’ll never will.

This year I’ll be 27. Just three years shy before I’m officially in the running to be forever single. I have accepted that I might have to face that fate. So no more expecations for me of any prospects of a relationship.

Cheers to a bright future ahead!

Anyway, this song should relay a message to him. Hey buddy you’re not alone.

Actually Smoochy here is the only guy that can ever compete with SYS. Unfortunately we’re separated by a vast ocean while SYS is just a few towns away.

Smoochy has always been sweet. I kinda miss this guy. He’s very caring. He has the looks and body to die for. Too bad distance has to be an obstacle. If it weren’t I’d be in cloud 9 right now.

Anyways Merry Christmas Smoochy… I wish I can do something about it but I can’t and you know that…

Below’s a photo of his message. I manage to catch him online and talk to him a bit longer. What we talked about is off limits but it was all fun and uhm naughty tehehe!

I sit alone
In the dark theatre watchin’ the people go by
Hand in hand
Everybody but me
Oh

I stay behind
Watchin’ the credits roll by
Roll roll roll right by me

I know, I won’t cry
Cause there is somebody somebody somebody waitin’ for me
Out in the rain

Oh cry
Not tonight
Because there is somebody waitin’ for me
Oh yeah

I take a walk
The streets are busy tonight
And I am searching for you
Waiting to brush your shoulder
But I’m alone
I watch the faces roll by
Roll roll roll right by me

But I know, I won’t cry
Cause’ there’s somebody somebody somebody waitin’ for me
Out in the rain

Oh cry
Not tonight
Because there is somebody waitin’ for me

How many words will go unspoken
‘Til I hear knockin’ upon my door
I’m not talkin’ the night I spent heart broken
BUt tonight I know
I won’t cry no more
Oh

I lie awake
I left the porch light on
I hope it helps you to find your way
Outside
I hear the thunder roll by
Roll roll roll right by me

But I know, I won’t cry
Cause’ there is somebody somebody somebody waitin’ for me
Out in the rain
Not gonna cry tonight
No cause there is somebody waitin’ for me
Not gonna cry tonight
No
No no no no
Oh
Not gonna cry
Not tonight cause there is somebody waitin’ for me

I stay behind
Watchin’ the credits roll by
Roll roll roll right by me

1. Someone I can call my own and would always be there for me no matter what
2. A new car
3. A satisfying high paying new job
4. A great lean body (which I would need to work on BTW)
5. Good health for me and my family
6. Be able to master finally Korean and write in Hanja.
7. Get a cute pet dog
8. Learn an art or trade (hmmm like playing mahjong? or painting nude pictures?)
9. Get to singapore
10. live in a condo in singapore
11. buy 2 new phones (to replace my K800i and N73 which i lost)
12. get a NEW laptop

I’m passing this list to Juan Kastila, Jamester (Cuteshox) and Tin-Tin

So this is Christmas
And what have you done
Another year over
And a new one just begun
And so this is Christmas
I hope you have fun
The near and the dear one
The old and the young

A very merry Christmas
And a happy New Year
Let’s hope it’s a good one
Without any fear
And so this is Christmas
For weak and for strong
For rich and the poor ones
The world is so wrong
And so happy Christmas
For black and for white
For yellow and red ones
Let’s stop all the fight
A very merry Christmas
And a happy New Year
Let’s hope it’s a good one
Without any fear
And so this is Christmas
And what have we done
Another year over
And a new one just begun
And so this is Christmas
I hope you have fun
The near and the dear one
The old and the young
A very merry Christmas
And a happy New Year
Let’s hope it’s a good one
Without any fear
War is over

If you want it
War is over
Now…